WHY MUST IT BE YOU?
Saturday, January 31, 2009
after all those nonsense happens btween us,
i kept wndering & asked myself if i could still open my heart to any other guys out thre!
ive tried my best to to be best that they never had,
i did it.& so does all of those guys tried to win my heart.
but all just cant open the keylock to my heart.
why?why?why?
arent they huamn beings that have feelings & hearts too?
just wat happens?
i did make friends with alot of guyfriends,they really wanting to know me better & deeper.
but thre goes somethng wrong each time i thinked about u,& ol was u.
i told myself that we can only be bestfriends,closefriends,but not more than that.
cos ive given u & myself many chances.but it goes all over again,samethings happened.
another by another that i cant decide to chose.
why?isit bcos of me being choosy or isit bcos im not ready?
im really sorry for guys who i really gves hopes.
which i dont thnk so.
but watever it is,im sorry.
to SR,im fine with u waiting for me.
but dun regret.cos its really not worth to wait for me.
u seem to just dun understnd of wat im gng thru now.
u need time to be urself back to a life when u gt ur happiness n ol.
so sorry.
to SA,we can only be friends but can romance like malay says "teman tapi mesra".
its not that i dun like u but its just that i take u as my friend.not to be more.
sorry.i know its been alng time we chat with each other,
i told u my problems,i laugh out to u n ol.
to SJ,to tell u frankly,i chosed u among ol.
i dun know why.
i dun easily fall in love with guys who love me.
i will only like or love them wen i gt crush on them,
or even likewise wen they like or love me,
n my heart will try to react.
if my heart says that i love the person back,than it will be gd for the person.
but if my heart says that we can only be friends,than thats it.
so tell me why i chosed u?not others?
its not as if i gt no other guys out thre,i gt plenty of them but again,its U!
watever it is,stop being so embarassed!
ol i can say now is ilhoneydarling!U!
i kept wndering & asked myself if i could still open my heart to any other guys out thre!
ive tried my best to to be best that they never had,
i did it.& so does all of those guys tried to win my heart.
but all just cant open the keylock to my heart.
why?why?why?
arent they huamn beings that have feelings & hearts too?
just wat happens?
i did make friends with alot of guyfriends,they really wanting to know me better & deeper.
but thre goes somethng wrong each time i thinked about u,& ol was u.
i told myself that we can only be bestfriends,closefriends,but not more than that.
cos ive given u & myself many chances.but it goes all over again,samethings happened.
another by another that i cant decide to chose.
why?isit bcos of me being choosy or isit bcos im not ready?
im really sorry for guys who i really gves hopes.
which i dont thnk so.
but watever it is,im sorry.
to SR,im fine with u waiting for me.
but dun regret.cos its really not worth to wait for me.
u seem to just dun understnd of wat im gng thru now.
u need time to be urself back to a life when u gt ur happiness n ol.
so sorry.
to SA,we can only be friends but can romance like malay says "teman tapi mesra".
its not that i dun like u but its just that i take u as my friend.not to be more.
sorry.i know its been alng time we chat with each other,
i told u my problems,i laugh out to u n ol.
to SJ,to tell u frankly,i chosed u among ol.
i dun know why.
i dun easily fall in love with guys who love me.
i will only like or love them wen i gt crush on them,
or even likewise wen they like or love me,
n my heart will try to react.
if my heart says that i love the person back,than it will be gd for the person.
but if my heart says that we can only be friends,than thats it.
so tell me why i chosed u?not others?
its not as if i gt no other guys out thre,i gt plenty of them but again,its U!
watever it is,stop being so embarassed!
ol i can say now is ilhoneydarling!U!
