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Friday, February 26, 2010


nearly a month that i still survive with my working pace and time..
i tried not to stressed myself out with things outside and my working life.
but somehow i just cant relieved it.
she: said to me that i shall not get involve in anything that can cause me stress and sick!
me: okey..i will chnge my schedule of my life now.
she: be good at work and dont get sick easily.
me: yes i know.(i know u love me so much)

why some people cant see/watch me having and leading a good and new life??
thres no interference here.so u should not say anything to me,like im too bz with
work now that i gt no more time with my friends..

everybody does have stress and they just cant run from it.
getting into troubles is such a NO for me.
being difficulties is so fed up that sometimes when things happened around me,
i do think about it while doing my work(feeding patient and so evr!)..
it hurts me alot to really keep all those words in my heart and mind.
i tried not to but it seems to affect me.
and the pain at my chest will just occur when things goes wrong to me..
the pain that i could hardly bare that i alwys think of GOD and feel like dying anytime soon.
tears is ol i had to relieved the pain.
the high expectation that u put on me is too high for me to reach now,
but somehow i will prove to u and evryone that i can make it!
make it to my happiness and really have what i wnted to have in my life ol this while...
I WILL NOT LET ANYBODY RUIN MY HAPPINESS and i will set up high!


8:49:00 PM