voguishME

2011-02-17T18:52:00.000+08:00

28th years of living,must be tough for her.
but no matter what, she had sacrificed her life for her loved ones.
wishing her happy 28th sweet!
may all the love that you've showered them,worth it long!

2011-02-16T18:45:00.000+08:00

my pretty sweet babygirl,
shes tall and believe it that shes 11th this year..
am so proud of her beautyness bt must always get scolded by me.
super clever in learning of her no.1 JUSTIN BIEBER'S songs..
whatever it is,i believe that when she gorw old,her ambitious will be superb!

2011-02-15T18:40:00.000+08:00

happy 21th birthday, sweet cousin!
may you end your single life soon!!!!!!

2011-02-14T01:47:00.002+08:00

No One Like You

My darling Valentine, it's clear,
I love you more and more each year.
Our love is contentment, happiness too.
Because there's just no one like you.

Whenever I feel down and blue,
You make me laugh, and I feel new.
Your loving looks turn my heart to goo;
There's no one, Love, no one like you.

I'm blessed to have your true devotion;
I'm filled with warm and sweet emotion.
You show your love in all you do;
You're one of a kind--no one like you.

And so, my dearest Valentine,
I'm oh, so glad that you are mine.
Our love is faithful, strong and true.
Sweetheart, there's just no one like you.

By Joanna Fuchs

am so GLAD,PROUD,APPRECIATED TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE,WORLD.
thres no shyness towards each other & i knw we can go thru our hard difficult life together.
am so devoted by you,cos i knw I LOVE YOU!

happy valentines and happy 24th monthsary BABYBOY!

2011-02-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

over and done with CHINGAY!
i really miss the trainings alot,
thou it was very tiring for me that i had to juggle the times with my work,
it was a fun thing for me to continue my PASSION!
am so happy n love the peoples that i make friends with.
will remember the days.and i love my TARI PENTAS girls!

belated bithday post

2011-02-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, erda elliot!
may you success in your studies and your life.
have a blessful and blastful year onwards!

2011-02-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

happy CHINESE NEW YEAR & happy HOLIDAYS!

WISHLIST FOR 2011 birthday!

2011-01-20T05:07:00.003+08:00

my 2011 birthday wishlist is out.
to all whom it may concern,may read it and get it.
choose and pick any of the items below..
hehehehheheh:)) CANT WAIT!
6 more days and am turning 20th this 2011.
days had past very fast.and im growing a year older and wiser.
hope that my happiness and wishes will come true.
may god bless me with success.

<3vans>
<3birkenstok>
<3vintage>
<3charles>
<3marc>

<3agnes>
<3guess>
<3polaroid>
<3ipad>

THATS OL FOLKS~
THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU:))

2011-01-19T04:00:00.002+08:00
turning 20 this 2o11.
so happy and excited about what im gnna get myself a present.
guess what,i received letter of redemption of IPAD!
wuhhuuuuuuuuu! power sey.

2011-01-14T01:56:00.000+08:00
happy 23rd love!

may god bless you and have a good health.
lets not stress ourself with whats gonna happen in future and
let our mind be at PEACE when we go thru everything.
you know i will always support you.
be strong baby!

stressing myself..

2011-01-10T19:50:00.001+08:00
have a packed,tighted,tough schedule frm the day of new year till the end of feb.
>chingay trainings,
>competition trainings,
>my birthday celebrations,
>cousin's 21th birthday party,
>my 2nd year anni

hopefully everything can goes well.
will pray for the best and have a blast.

2011-01-01T19:37:00.000+08:00

goodbye 2010.hello 2011.
im all ready for my new year.
may this year and my future be good and fair to me.
hope that my happiness will last long..

happy 22nd LOVE!

2010-12-14T18:04:00.000+08:00
For the rest of my life
i'll be with you
i'll stay by your side
honest and true
till the end of my time
i'll be loving you..bb.

2010-12-13T17:56:00.000+08:00
AWESOME & had my night fully BLAST!
im happy tht i enjoyed with them..truly been a great friend towards them.
hahahahhahahhha.without them, my life of working in thre will be a DISASTER!
zoukout was great then.1st time party,surely gonna have 2nd time return.hahaha!

2010-12-05T17:10:00.000+08:00
im back GOSSIPers!
hell yeah,im alive~ for god sake,been busy with work.
no matter how much i put i effort in,thre will only few appreciation.
but nah,who cares!

2010-11-27T17:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 19TH SISTER & HAPPY 5TH BABYBRO.
happiness are with them.they grew up with TOYS around them.
they have most common things tht shared among them.
she loves HIM.
he loves HER.
the blood that runs in them is just the same.EXACTLY the same.
im proud to have them in my life.
THEY ARE MY CUTEST SIBLINGS.
happening birthday party that me and mum had organized for both of them.
4 days apart frm both each sib's birth dates.we make it to one celebrations.
with that party goes on,they just gt so many guest comes in.
and all they did was welcoming them,have dinner and taste of mum's cooking, and they gt themselves a gifts.they loved the GIFTS that all their guests had given them.

all they can say is the word of appreciations, THANK YOU EVERYONE.

Justin Bieber-Overboard featuring Jessica Jarrell with lyrics

2010-11-23T14:18:00.000+08:00

2010-11-21T17:13:00.002+08:00

they groove my PASSION till now.
they are whom i called FRIENDS.
they are the BEST.

2010-11-13T17:12:00.002+08:00

gonna throw BIG BIRTHDAY PARTY fr this TWO KIDDOS!

2010-11-07T20:34:00.002+08:00
i miss you~ GALAXY.

Bruno Mars - The Other Side ft. Cee Lo Green & B.o.B

2010-11-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

2010-11-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

2010-10-28T23:40:00.002+08:00
i hate this feeling!
now it came BACK!
E feel of fucked UP with everything...
should i be angry and sad??
why not??
somehow people just cant treasure everything that we had.

2010-10-23T19:45:00.002+08:00
aiming to gt done w my license in 6mnths time..
so happy.now tht ive gt to support myself,unlike
wen im 18 and tht mum dad would support me 100%..
depend on myself now is better..proudly to be happy and excited abt settling my own
PRECIOUS stuffs in my life..

2010-10-23T02:18:00.001+08:00

hop in @candylicious,so many much chocolates and candy.
im so like it~browsing thru to decide on which to buy if im intrested in any of it.
while having my hands to do e naughty touch,he scolded me..
i wanted something intresting bt he seems to not like it.
i saw e M&M part,i went there alone.with so many people around me i didnt realised!
he was not behind me.i looked back and didnt bother to find him.
had my cellphone with me bt lazy..want him to look and call me instead!
10mins of touching around,yet to receive any call.
moments later,he saw me and asked if im done.replied him nope,few saeconds pls!
heheheehhehe-so intresting tht i wouldnt want to leave e shopee.
went out and off we go to monorail,queue was quite LONG.had to wait...
talking,laughing and loving~ sudden pop out CANDYLICIOUS BAG!
i gt so touched and laughed.excited to be seen,i asked him whats inside..
TAKE A LOOK LAH~ HEHE:D
ITS A CHOCOLATE w that craving on it..
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
REALLY TOUCHED ME.I JUST FIND IT CUTE.' AND HIM TOO.

thnxs my precious GALAXYlove.

2010-10-22T11:52:00.002+08:00

you make me in love and wanna say OMG!

2010-10-19T21:18:00.001+08:00

IM BACK MY BLOGEES!
especially my 1 and only FAN,

GALAXYlove:D

2010-10-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

The days we've been together, it's all in my memories.
Although we're apart from each other, you're still always in my heart.
Missing you was a terrible task for me, cause whenever i think about you, my heart will break.
But when reminising the memories, i'll feel happy.
Thanks for the memories you'd gave me, i'll keep it deep inside my heart, forever...
Cause i know you're the one for me.. I love you..BB

2010-08-11T15:39:00.002+08:00

happy puasa-ing my malay friends!
avoid the bad things,and do a good things..
hehehhe:)

2010-07-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

counting down to e days whre im gg to start my career at new place,KTPH!
gnna be very chaotic!

2010-07-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

liar! lies! lying!
ive had enough of everything..

2010-07-14T22:32:00.003+08:00

365 days = a year, 30 days = a month, 365 days + 30 days x 5 = 410 days.
a mnths old added to our chemistry.. im so touched.
its been long since we yet to have celebrations togther..
first family, second friends, third you, last myself!
im proud to be who i am today. without you guiding me, im nowhere to be found..
happy for you and myself..

2010-06-28T23:18:00.002+08:00
IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU,baby!!!!!!!!

2010-06-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

im back frm GENTING HIGHLAND!
suppppppppppppppperrrrrrrrrrrrrr GREAAAAAAAAAAAAT!
i love it man.will go again with my FRIEEEEEEEEEEEEENNDDSSSSS next time in future.

2010-06-15T14:22:00.003+08:00

tanpa..
cinta mu aku resah.
tanpa..
kasih mu aku hampa.
tanpa..
diri mu aku mati.
takut aku jauh dari diri mu,
dan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri,
tanpa menunggu mati...

2010-06-10T16:00:00.002+08:00

after 4mnths working hard,ive applied for leave which im still under probation.
im leave my space fr aweek to my short trip to GENTING..
bt i wouldn't want to leave my precious here.
2 years more and still waiting,hope that the day we've been waiting will happen.

times flies fast..i would want to be with you every secs,mins,hours,and so on.
im much appreciated to have you in my life..
my life had complete with the happiness that you gave me..
GOD had been fair towards me regarding LOVE.
i treasure the times,days that we spent together..
apologizing fr what i had done to you,my LOVE.
i know that truth hurts and lies worst,im going to fly off with SHASHA :D
while you are here left behind,counting days to past..
i wish that we don't run towards time,but instead let time past us.
im sure you will be alright and missed by me..

days by days life change..

2010-06-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

cousins whom i share my laughter and jokes with.
they are the very BEST!
so,whats there to wait cuzzies??
counting down fr our vacation to GENTING fr holiday..
been so long waititng fr all this to happen.
its so gonna HAPPEN!
put on ur hoodies:)

10more days~genting here i come.

2010-06-03T17:40:00.004+08:00

INDO FEST CONCERT,
:d'masiv & sheila on7 was superb!
i love DUTA,bby!

2010-06-01T22:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our dearest darling, NUR HIDAYAH Z.

may all the blessings and luck be on her.
we sisters love her and we wont frget her no matter what.
cos shes the only childhood girlfriend that still be with us till now..

2010-05-27T02:07:00.000+08:00
will bring ShaSha along with me when i need my own time to be alone..
SOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

2010-05-27T01:06:00.003+08:00

i just dont knw how to put it in wordsss...how should i express this??
its been long we're togther,i ought that we share our secrets though.
all my life with you,i was happy till e last thing we did.but i doubt theres troubles and problems that we need to settle it out.for how long we're gonna be like this??
i just want you.since when is our last time met and talk to each other??
i missed those days where we had our happy times, laugh with each other..GOSSIPPING!
how time flies fast,reallly SUPER fast.all i want now is to let you be happy.
be happy with ur love ones,and happy fr what u do and did!
till here,my love and kindness wont be apart frm you..my dear friends,remember that
I ALWAYS LOVE YOU ALL!

2010-05-22T00:24:00.000+08:00
im so not sleeeeppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

2010-05-18T17:32:00.001+08:00

hopefully today's meeting will be ALL OUT!
i have to say what i want and what ive kept for long.
bt dont worry,no grudges around..
SPEAK UP,girls!

2010-05-16T17:31:00.003+08:00
im just sad..
very very sad..
im sorry but i just couldnt cotrol my tears.
it make an impact to my life too.
deep down,i feel u..
you both is just what i want and need.
if i treat u both as normal,i wont be feeling down and sadness.
but guess,now than e importantness of both of you in my life is different.
i will pray hard and best for you my loves.
whatever your decision is,i will still love you and wont have any grudges or HATRED
toward you or anyone..if your decision is e best for your life,than im nt gonna stop you..
i love you!

2010-05-16T14:25:00.002+08:00
shagged after all that happened to me for the past HALF A YEAR OF 2010.
enough is enough! ive gt everything that i want.
now,im so nt gnna vomit out the words of HATRED to you..
YOU are my life that i need.
BB~ IS THE BEST

2010-05-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

jelita puteri sanggul nada irama...
TATANG SIREH SERI PUTERI!

2010-05-07T20:18:00.004+08:00

ShaSha,im so lovin' it!
here we go,my new LOVE of the YEAR~
im really desperate of wanting her..
whatever my sadness,will all be in thre too.
we share happiness,
we share tears,
we share smile,
and
we share laughter.

2010-05-01T01:57:00.000+08:00
heyhey~IM BACK FRM WHREEVR IVE BEEN!
im so gonna have my little time for u fm now on..
all the misunderstandings,the tears that ive had,the pain that ive suffered.
ive left it all behind me..
im so happy with what i had now..
BB,i love it.

2010-04-03T22:44:00.001+08:00

gonna watch MEGA PERDANA saringan tomorrow @ YIO CHU KANG CC.
no matter how sick i am,still gonna watch and support all the guys!
they gonna rock my SEATS!
yippppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2010-04-01T20:14:00.002+08:00
wuuhhhhuuuuu!
APRIL FOOL DAY??
hmm...ive did my job by fooling him.
serve him right!
me pretend to EVOL u??
should i or should i not?
hehehehhehe.
the idea of fooling him of me pretending & e lat memories,
just slipped thru my mind..
it took me only 5min to just impromptu him...
wtver it is,IM SORRY TO HURT YOU!
hahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha.

2010-03-31T20:17:00.000+08:00
KERIS??
OMG! they are just damn great.
im so in LOVE with their sets!
keep it up bros~WELL said,all the BEST and GD LUCK!

2010-03-24T20:32:00.003+08:00

its been along period that i did not update here..
been very very busy with my career..
importantly,my family.
had a great year with ol my families..
career lady had chnged my life and my attitude.
the character came as its own..
its been nearly two mnths that i had started full time working.
i had so much fun and i just LOVE the peoples around me.
they really ROCKS my butts!
party people! so they are.
yeahsssaaaa,my pay coming.im freaking f***ing happy and excited.
chill bebe 'S ! im so gonna have fun.wuhhhhhhu!

2010-03-09T20:22:00.003+08:00

why??why at this time??
ive had enough..
ive been hoping for what i want and i just need that,nothings more.
isit very difficult??again,im stress with this!
im soon could not cope it anymore and better to be dead off!

2010-03-09T04:15:00.000+08:00
happy BIRDDAY dear YOBllams!
may god bless you and wishing you good luck in whatever you do..
better save up money before its too late for you,
cos you just got so many wishlist in your futures ahead!
my dear,better be good and dont be naughty.

2010-03-07T12:02:00.003+08:00

some people just cant see others to be happy..
may i know why??
isit bcos of jeaLOUSNESS or isit bcos of them gt no work other than gossipping!
human being cant live without gossips surroundings.
XOXO,GOSSIP GIRLS!

2010-02-26T20:49:00.003+08:00

nearly a month that i still survive with my working pace and time..
i tried not to stressed myself out with things outside and my working life.
but somehow i just cant relieved it.
she: said to me that i shall not get involve in anything that can cause me stress and sick!
me: okey..i will chnge my schedule of my life now.
she: be good at work and dont get sick easily.
me: yes i know.(i know u love me so much)

why some people cant see/watch me having and leading a good and new life??
thres no interference here.so u should not say anything to me,like im too bz with
work now that i gt no more time with my friends..

everybody does have stress and they just cant run from it.
getting into troubles is such a NO for me.
being difficulties is so fed up that sometimes when things happened around me,
i do think about it while doing my work(feeding patient and so evr!)..
it hurts me alot to really keep all those words in my heart and mind.
i tried not to but it seems to affect me.
and the pain at my chest will just occur when things goes wrong to me..
the pain that i could hardly bare that i alwys think of GOD and feel like dying anytime soon.
tears is ol i had to relieved the pain.
the high expectation that u put on me is too high for me to reach now,
but somehow i will prove to u and evryone that i can make it!
make it to my happiness and really have what i wnted to have in my life ol this while...
I WILL NOT LET ANYBODY RUIN MY HAPPINESS and i will set up high!

2010-02-23T19:17:00.001+08:00

attitude people!

2010-02-19T23:44:00.002+08:00
ive realized how important of them to u and not ME!
1STLY,I hate u.
2ndly,wats with the sentence of "kenape bilang last minute?"
3rdly,im so not important.
4th,wats with u?
5th,up tu u!
pls people! everybody love to say and make decision last minute.
same goes to me,others and YOU!
furthermore,u r e kind of people who really love A LAST MINUTE IDEA/DECISIONS!
im fucking fed up.watver to all this.

hey! thnxs for accmpanying me home.
i will not frget abt it.
furthermore,its late night and still a very big THANK YOU to you thre!
anytime??

2010-02-18T22:13:00.004+08:00

thanked to my sweet darling friend for the gift!
i really love it.i will treasure it and kip it near to my heart.
(buat ape nak dkt ngn hati sedangkan rantai tu ade chap love!)
will treasure our friendship.
hahahahhahahahahaha.
im loving it!

2010-02-16T21:06:00.002+08:00
ive realized something..
when its the time of my precious day,i gt excited and happy..
i expect that someone i alwys treasure and love will turn out for me.
indeed my love turned out..but for all,not so long and gave some reasons.
i know that i couldnt make it and its not on purpose as i work on that day.
im sad to not help out..and i hope they would really understand.

i gt a fried who said to me that " some people will only treasure their friends awhile,
and will frget the person once they found new.."
i remmbered what my friend(yat) told me.,i disagreed on him cos i know im not like that.
he replied me,"yes fina,i knew that u would not treat ur friends like that.& unlike some people!"
i agreed to him on that.hahahhaha.for now,i thank him as i remmbered his words..

2010-02-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

i just miss her,her crazyness,her laughter and her smile!
the times we use to hangout togther when nobody disturbing us.
when the times i cried to her and share all i have..

2010-02-15T09:46:00.001+08:00
happy boobsday kak yana!
wah,21?!!!!!
great.may god bless you.
be strong.wait for ur present okey..
will give u soon but before u gve me mine!
hahahhahaha.

GOING TO ecp for picnic with papa's sibs and mum.
gonna have fun but confirm gt alot of
SERANGOON people like what he updated me ysterday..
hahahaha.nvm,will have to endure it..
bye people!

2010-02-14T21:52:00.000+08:00
valentine??
omg! i cant believe it.
its valentines day.
and its my most precious day..
im so happy and excited man!
but 1 thing,very boring as its CNY and we didnt gt to do things much!
its okey,as long as we wished ourself and each other,that will be better!
thank god for making me strong every each day.
ive gone thru alot of shittsss things that occurred in me and life.
for now,im happy with what i have.
so im gonna continue doing it..
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO YOU and couples!

2010-02-13T23:18:00.000+08:00
im very sad and hurt when evrytime all those shittssssss happened,
they point their fingers to me..and blame me for what had happened.
i know im not ur best/favourite love ones but pls dont make me suffer all this.
ive got enough stress and ive overcome those stress of mine.
and im happy now,but after all this happened to me and gain the stress come back..
as a friend,im happy for u..happy and proud of u.
just let me be speechless.....and people keep saying that i assume things but actually not..

2010-02-12T23:57:00.002+08:00
i might not be a good friend.
i know.i really do.
im trying my best to make evrything goes well
and happy for my surroundings..
i just dont like my circumstances to be in a big mess....
ive tried my very best.
and i will alwys do..friends,do know how bz i am once ive started my career.
im sorry to those whom ive hurted.
.......im speechlesssssss....................

2010-02-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

im on shift tomorrow!
AFTERNN,and the rest of my friends will be working for 8 to 4.
so not fair..but its okey.fri & sat i will be working afternn.
and i gt good news too.TUESDAY will be PUBLIC holiday for me
whre else,my friend had to work on that precious tuesday.
hahahhahahahahahaha!
serve them right.but what ever it is,im confused now!~
still cant decide whre to go and when to go!

2010-02-11T11:23:00.000+08:00
happy birrday to my handsome cousin,HAFIZ!
U'VE turn urself into R21 Category.
god bless u and long lasting with your pretty babygirl!
im alwys happy for u both,u know why??
hehehe.cos my cousin + my bestfriend = LOVE!
:)

2010-02-09T20:42:00.003+08:00

just when is my turn??
valentine day is coming..
im so not in a rush/hurry for this..
im not prepared yet.
i wish i would get
PINK ROSES,CHOCOLATE & DIAMOND RING soon!
im so happy for couples out thre..
do celebrate with ur love ones and enjoy ur lovely days!

i remember what u wore on that 1st day
you came into my life and i thought hey,you know this could be something
cause everything you do and words you say
you know that it all takes my breath away
and now i'm left with nothing
so maybe its true that i cant live without you
maybe its true that its better than one
thres so much time to figure out the best of my life
and you've already make coming undone
and i'm thinking two is better than one

2010-02-09T19:39:00.002+08:00
somehow its hard for me to express this..
but i really need to let it all out.
i just find something not right here.
i understand that we as a friend or bestfriend,
have to help each other with sincerity.
but i just dont find it riht now..
i dont expect this to happen
but it happened,im so dissappointed in her..
as a friend,i will just keep quiet.
and she knows that i dont share my feelings with others but not her.
im so sad to see ol those shits on her profile..
but i wont say anything when i see her soon.
let it be..
i know i love her.only her..

2010-02-08T19:58:00.002+08:00

1st day of wearing Alexandra uniform..
im so happy and excited that ive started work for full time..
its gonna be great.hopefully ol my wishes come true.
for now,i have to control myself from enjoying my life out thre
but instead having my rest day at home..
im posted to ward11 which i dont even know anyone frm thre..
so ya,im freshly new im the ward.with gods blessing i hope that i can adapt to changes..
friends out thre,im really sorry if i gt no time for u guys now.
i have to change my life..im in working career now.but watver it is,
im happy with evrything that i have now...

2010-02-03T20:04:00.001+08:00

KERIS! FANTASIA!
U boys are just too GOOD!
i didnt expect that fantasia turns out to be KERIS juniors!
THEY are so well performed on that PID2010.
i love YOU all!

DURBAR DUA! DITU!
congrats for winning 3rd.
u guys did ur very BEST TOO!

2010-01-31T00:52:00.000+08:00

2010-01-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

1more day to my 19th party!
wuhhuuuu! i really cant wait and excited.
i love her alot! (above picture) :)

2010-01-26T22:24:00.003+08:00

ive gt my 1st present..
not frm everyone but frm myself..
medicine from doctor!
heheehhe.im really down with fever,flu and cough.
fcuk siak.but wat to do,i gt this oreadi..
i will fight against my fever and get well soon.
cos i need to be happy and stay strong for my 19th party this SATURDAY!
yeeeppppppppppiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
im happy and excited.just cant wait for it!

2010-01-26T13:17:00.002+08:00
happy 19th birthday LOVE!
my facebook profile flooded with birthday wishes.
tnxs to everyone for wishing me.
appreciate it alot. i wont frget ur precious time that u guys have used for wishing me.
to the people whom ive invited for my 19th party this coming SATURDAY.
be thre ya! tnxs aot.

2010-01-25T00:28:00.001+08:00
he called me.
i really gt shocked.
didnt expect someone like you to call me.
hahahaha!

2010-01-23T01:33:00.001+08:00
so great that i gt to meet my 3bestfriends cum boyfriends!

2010-01-22T12:32:00.003+08:00

Baby i was naive,
got lost in your eyes,
and never really had a chance
my mistake,i didn't wanna be in love
you had to fight to have upper hand
i had so many dreams
about you and me
now i know
i'm not a princess

6more days to my 19th birthday,but not my party!

2010-01-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

didn't realized until just a few minutes ago that unlikely to be happen.hahah!
counting on the days to my 19th birthday party,1o more days.
yeay! i got the feeling,that my night gonna a GOOD GOOD night,feeling.wuhhuuu!
have fun and enjoy with me people!

2010-01-20T22:06:00.001+08:00
dont u dare to poison my BFF!
i hate u bitches..cos u r both sux!
saying people coward bt u both just gt no difference.
hell is waiting for u.register urself thre ya ;\

2010-01-20T21:58:00.003+08:00

getting excited for my 19th party.
hopefully everything plans well and goes well.

2010-01-20T15:02:00.002+08:00
wuhhu! after such a long week that ive been working,today is the day i off.
im so happy.maybe will drag myself down to cck341.
missing my lovely boys training for their upcoming comp,Piala Ilham.
im so damn tired.with my eyes half opened,watching my babybro lying and watching tv.
he just wake up frm sleep as he oso tired and feel sick.
teacher complained to my mum dat his not being himself today!
little bit naughty,but that doesnt mean that his teacher scold him.
he gt home and said to me," ina,tadi aniq makan koko krruuunnnncchh arh!"
i replied, "iyer, bestnyer!" he rolled his eyes and walk away.hahaha!

next weekend my family and i will be at pasir ris costa sand chalet!
celebrating my 19th birthday party.
yesssa! been a long time since i want to celebrate it at chalet or outside my house with bbq!
so,see you lovely peoples thre!

2010-01-15T23:48:00.002+08:00
working tmrw at @12pm.
smile has always been my interests.
smile that ive hide since problems occur,
now back to its LIVE!
time consuming has always been very good to me.
i love work.
so have to sleep.nites.

xoxo.

Sorry

2010-01-12T12:54:00.002+08:00
ol those post is not meant for u both.
but instead to a person who choose to hurt me or not.
dont worry.i gt no more grudges on both of u.
ive took ur both advise.and will repent and learnt from it.
i will make sure that i will not gt hurt frm anybody.
i know hearing the word "h****" is not acceptable and shocking.
while hearing the conversation going on,i was expected same words and sentence frm mine.
i know that hes just not gentleman and rude enough to u both.
he tried his best to avoid frm being rude.bt end up gt the word "rude" somehow.
ol i want u both to know is im very sad abt her conversation and mine.
if he did not give advise/tips,i dont think so her's his will be that gentleman.
im not saying bad things,i know u find her's his good looking,respectful,unlike mine,who is rude,ungentleman,not good looking and the age gap.
im sorry to say this,but if this is my fate.i cant push it to the side and try hard.
for now,i'm letting evrything to go like the sea..i will slowly stay away frm ol this.
im very sorry for my wrong deeds.

Unpredictable

2010-01-11T16:56:00.002+08:00

problems after problems..im done with everything..ol u want me to do is follow as u say.
bfore i do everything that is being told to do so,do u know if im satisfied with evrything??
words after words came out of ur mouth.im sad,disappointed and frustrated with evrything..
i didnt ask for ol this to happen to us.i felt unfair when i heard ol the conversation ysterday.
they were so mean.it is so totally different from mine.im really not satified with ol those..
i will figure it out somehow?!

2010-01-11T01:14:00.002+08:00
for now ol i need is empty room,alone and my inhaler for asthma.
i want to cry out loud.
btter off to die!

2010-01-10T22:20:00.000+08:00
PSD4 dvd is out!
im so gonna watch.cant wait..

2010-01-09T22:57:00.005+08:00

aku ini wanita biasa bisa sakit
luka kerana cinta dingin sepi
kerap menyapa airmata jatuh
lukisan raga kadang ku kuat setegar karang
kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana
maafkan aku bila hasrat ku keliru
suluh ghairah jiwa mu ku yang dosa cinta
kekasih hatiku

2010-01-08T22:56:00.004+08:00

in a open relationship and complicated..
serena and dan humphrey solved their confused problems which they had occurred for a long period of time..becoming best friend and close friend after what they had gone thru is not easy.
they are happily together as friends till now..they support each other and give encouragement to each other in anyways that each of them able to..life has been unfair and difficult.no matter what decisions has been made..have to go thru life and move on..deep inside of them,they still love each other and miss each other.wanting to be together like past in a happy life..all the best to both.

BEGGING

2010-01-05T12:52:00.004+08:00

pls..im begging(knees down on the floor)!
for ol,ive did wat you want me to do ol my life.
decision maker is me. know wat im doing.
stop viewing people's album and profile..
i hate to say wat im going to say,
but will just kip it to myself no matter wat.
this f****** new year of 2010 is ol mine.
im done with wat i had to be done with..
thats wat u remind me to complete wat im doing!
and here goes evrything,when ol u said is mess up..
pls! when is the understanding and sporting action in u to be shown??
shown to me and others..im sick and tired.i just want my life.

lovely girls

2010-01-04T23:54:00.003+08:00
f****** happy gt to meet up my girls.
they are still gorgeous as they are from what ive seen and known them.
im so touching when we 1st hug after seeing each other..
sorry to boyfriend,nvr get to talk to him when he gt free time frm work.
next meet up??sooner or laterrrrrr,someone gonna get married!hahaha:)

2010-01-04T13:35:00.002+08:00

im gonna meet my girls later..
im so happy and excited!
its been a long time since we met each other.

dissappointd!

2010-01-03T23:49:00.000+08:00
ol u care nw is ur life.since we graduatd,since we had our own commitment..im vry sad tat ive spent less of my time w u.its up to u to reflect..bye!

2010-01-03T00:41:00.002+08:00
happy birtday GRANDMA!
may ol ur wishes come true.
i know you are strong inside out.
i love you.will always be with you.

happy birthday to brobear faizul,kak ayu,rizam jaja!
andjoy and have fun!

2010-01-01T12:53:00.002+08:00
with a touch,with a hug,with a kiss,im lucky.
with the laughter,with the smiles,with the jokes,im lucky.
with the fights,with the vulgarities,with the slapping,im lucky.
with the tears,with the shoulders,with the counsole,im lucky.
im very lucky to have you & my new year together.
im lucky that everything that we had gone thru had past.
im lucky that we can start a new year with new brand of life.
im lucky that we are still going strong and overcome our bads/goods together.
im just very lucky.only god knows how lucky i am.
thnxs for everything my love.thnxs for the love that you had shower me.
may all our wishes for the new year come true,our resolution are made thru.
im happy with what i have now..with that,ive made thru everything.
YESSSSA! 2010,im here.

2010-01-01T12:34:00.000+08:00
celebration of the new year eve for me was everything.
im happy and excited of what i did.
sentosa, megazip flying fox,spending time together,crowdedness, countdown, fireworks, and ending year of 2009 and welcoming our new year of 2010.
i really enjoyed everything.without you,i dont think all this will come to my mind.
really appreciated.thnxs bb!

2010-01-01T04:52:00.000+08:00
WISHING list will update soon!

2010-01-01T03:00:00.000+08:00

09 has past.
new year has begin!
here comes more in 2010.
wishing you all readers and fellow peeps
very gd luck and all the best in future!

2009-12-28T13:54:00.003+08:00

life has been great nowadays.i cant deny.with my love around,
my day blooms like a flower.meaning i cant be letting you go away from me.
from my life.without you it will turn dark,darken than the cloud that gonna show up rain pouring.simplify all my words,are you sure you wanna leave me again??
how could that possible be?your life have been different since im into your life.
the fact that your life has changed,you have to accept it.i just dont want you to go.
my heart and soul will gone nowhere if i lost you to be by my side.cos i just cant bare to be apart from you.you know me well.a year together for us has past.soon we will live in a new year,new leaf.start a new life.i will not bring my bads with me but instead will remember it and work on it.my love,theres alot of things that we have to go thru no matter what,so i hope you think about all of it again.your trip there is not near.you'll be far away from me.my love,i'll try to be strong in anyways that i can.i will try my best to let you go someday and somehow.

2009-12-25T16:50:00.001+08:00
thinking of you..